Letter To My Dad

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Letter To My Dad

People constantly ask me have I talked to you yet or how do I feel about us not speaking.

My answer is always “fuck it” and “fuck you”

But to be completely honest, I’m hurt.

As your one and only daughter, I am hurt by your actions.

I’m hurt that you allowed your problems with my mother, affect our relationship.

It hurts to see you act in a selfish way.

I’m hurt that you can visit my brother 5 minutes away from my house, but I haven’t seen you since last summer.

It hurts that I didn’t get a Merry Christmas or a happy birthday from you this year.

I’m no better though, because I didn’t wish you the same.

If I didn’t have a man, I was sure you were always there to wish me a Happy Valentine’s Day with a card in your hand.

Sadly, it’s not the same this year around.

I hope that someday you can make changes in your life

And make things right between you and all your kids

You allow women to control your life

It is hard for you to be alone

I watched you go back and forth between two women for about 10 years

One being my mother

I think that if you learn to be alone for once, your life will be much easier

Put more of that energy into spending time with your kids

Bring us all together because you kept everything so separate

It’s sad I don’t have a relationship with my older brother because you were never in his life much

Just like Caiden needs you

Your two oldest

Christian and myself

Need you too.

~ Tee Chronicles